You Insisted Me to Eat While My Dietary Hours Keep Ticking

I thank God for being normal with my feelings upon him. I don't want it anyone's upset but I'm not trying to make my hopes too big. I'm enjoy with this feelings. No one's hurt. But when will I freely let you go of my life? You always there in my days, my tears, my laughter :(

We basicly can't fill each other because we're the same then what to share? Is that our super selfish ego which barely start our argue?

I really want it all over, but it seems like I can never release... you.